I feel restless and jittery and it's annoying! Thoughts are just running all over in my head and urgh! Right now, if I had mutant powers I would be like Gene in the third movie. Pictures would be banging the walls,glasses would break from banging together in the cupboard. The lights would be flickering. -I need to go on a walk.

Wow, reading back on these last two posts-was I on something? No, I was'nt. I should have maybe waited until I was awake and sensible to write about yesterday. Needless to say, sometimes the mall can be fun. I got to spend time with lots of my friends. I guess if I include Steph's boys as my friends then they were'nt all there and I did'nt talk to them but since I did'nt realize that until now I do not think it matters.(Actually , they are'nt Steph's boys. Only the ones that are maleable under her will are hers.) That power-it's nice. :) I even talked to Linds on the ring-ring. I like talking.... and listening, and understanding. If there is something I don't know that is going on with a friend and I can tell it is affecting them in a big way-I worry a lot and it just feels bad inside. I'm much better today. My next attack of loving friendship may be upon Lindsay.
We still need to have a girls only time though. They are good for the soul. :) So are cookies. Plus, conversations tend to be a little different then.
I am now vampire(if they existed outside our imagination) bait. :) What a happy thought. (sarcastical,i'm not that far gone)Eh, I have questions about that though.(wow, there could be a lot of possible questions that could be inserted here. Wondering if The vamp. bait thing would actually ? happen? work -whatev.) Meh/mmn.. I should probably just have private conversations about that though.I need to stop thinking about them so much but I want to read Dracula and then they would be oon my mind for that much longer. -annoying
Today I need to get to work. English, lots of English to work on.
Actually I should eat and do laundry and finish patching clothes and my mom needs the computer so I shall scat.
-me :)

Mrmn. Talked to people for a very long time tonight. This morning I should say. Even though I have a head ache from need of sleep, I still feel like not going to bed. At the mall, while waiting for people to show up I sat down at the couch lounge by The Gap. When I did I felt weird because at the time it wast just four old guys sitting and waiting for their wives to show up. That would be annoying.Meh, since I haven't yat told all my living frineds I will say it now to hopefully purge it from my system. I want to die in a public place. It would be fun to freak people out one last time. geegollywhiz- need to use "the room" and get to sleep.

Apparently I have to blog about today. I can barely string together a decent sentence and my spelling is gone bonkers but i'll try. It was, interesting. the mall-a fun place. I like escalators. We were there for? five hours? Yah, and we did nothing. Purple and green are more popular now so there were less yellow shoes and dresses. :( I like yellow. O well, I like purple too. Wasting of money happened. Went to Coles. I like books, they be good. ser gut. Actually, we did'nt do nothing, we just did'nt do much of something. I borrowed some of Steph's cash. Will get it to you hopefully soon. Like-Monday. I had COFFE :D . That looks like it is spelled wrong but I can't think and don't feel caring enough to dictionary.com it. Some things I look up-very easy words. If y'all new what all I'd be more than a little embarrassed. At the moment I am finding all sorts of things funny. I was tepmted to blow my nose with a towel while inside of ? a big store. I want a nice hoodie(another one) and pants with wonderfully wonderful pockets. I started patching my holy pants today. Can Mormons put colored patches on their holy underwear or whatever? I have thought of my brother a lot today. I need to call him.I looked at pretty puppies and fishies today. Crum! It's past twelve! O well, I was'nt really goona break into the westoaks mall to get him. He was cute. :c Pretty all grey and had black stripes and dots. Puppies are expensive. I still can't believe I did'nt know Kaeli's dog ran away. Linds did'nt come 'cause she was sick and sorta did'nt have a ride. Oh! Happyness. Peir 1 has really yummy smelling soap and I want some. Also, Kaeli came over and we had a really good talk and watched a movie with many good looking people in it. haaaa. Eunice moment of creepiness. American Outlaws is a vonderbar motion picture. :] And it had lots of blowing up of stuff and shooting of guns. If I dreemed of something tonight..I wouln'nt mind if certian people were in it. Any way. I Don't Have To Try. I'm a Revolution. Heck, I kick butt! sorry steph. heheh. I am tired so I will have to excuse my self right about now.
Hasta Manana~

Thinking makes me sleepy. :$ I strangled them badly.My thoughts that is. It is difficult to write them down,especially when they are serious. One of the guys in the band Dashboard Confessional can sing Very highly. That was not an example of deep thinking. Police sirens,what a comforting sound. Weekend,fun, frolicking, girliness, amusement, creepy people, rambunctious people, and very dear friends running around in my head. I just finished my bible opinion answer essay thing a bob. My thoughts can't be much more complicated right now. I'm all though out. The sound of typing-it's nice. Youth group tomorrow. Should be good. food, Twighlight and beddy-bye; here I come. It's a bit late to eat dinner.

I sometimes think I am clever but at the moment I am thinking that when I think something that I think is clever, I am probably having a brain lapse or something. (:)alfred)weird, the smiley has two mouths)

Hello people of the world! I also wanted to listen to Nirvana on youtube. They were and are(?) popular and I have no idea what they sound like.
Whenever I look back on my posts I always find typos and mistakes. It annoys the heck out a me. (Actually, is heck visible? What does it look like? I know other words that it replaces-I could've said "It annoys the crap out a me", but that is gross. (this is a tangent within a tangent) Gross has a lo-ot of meanings) Or, I maybe I could say " It annoys the hell out a me", which would actually be a good thing. That would be like annoying the bad out of me. That actually turned out to be a deep thought.Knee-Toe )
Something bad about me today: I ate five and a half chocolate chip cookies. They were very yummy and Steph made them. :) But that was me being a gluttonous piggy. Eww, what a depressing thought.
Also, I have been obsessed with Lillix lately. I have listened to the cd at least eight times in the last three days. I really like how they sound though. They are more rocky sounding(I think) and if one wanted to compare to other artists that I frequently listen to it would be like a cool middle ground between Avril and Evanescence.( That is, if you have a mind like mine anyway.) I should be working on my bible or something.
I feel sad that the first post was when I was is Spanish. I love Spanish!
To day the Matchmaker questionaire things were on sale and I realized that I had forgotten to take the test! Not a big deal but the results are sometimes fun. Tomorrow is Valentines Day and formal day at school. We also have a pro-D day this Friday so tomorrow will be superb!
I like Vanilla Chai Tea. It is good for the heart, mind, soul, and body. :)
I am lovin' my classes. So interesting. I am glad to finally find out stuff about the government. It is supposed to be boring but I have never known much about it so I'm a finding it to be good.
Heh, I'm on chapter 18 is Twighlight already. I need to start reading it slower. I really, really, really like that book(I would say love but I use it too often.). It is amazing. I get so drawn in. Stephanie Meyer is a wonderful reader.
We-elle I should probably get to work.
Cheers,
Garrulous Gabby

I've wanted to write something lately but did'nt feel like using my journal. I like typing, it's fun.
So, first of all I will say that Craig Sharpe freaks me out. He has a very feminine voice. I had to check the cover of the cd case several times to make sure the singer was male. He actually does have a good voice though; just different.
Oh, yes... my mother is watching You've Got Mail and I am sorta watching it to so my mind gets side-tracked at times.
Just happened again.
Since I don't have a planned topic I will talk about one of my aunts. She is pretty cool. When she was sixteen she borrowed money from her younger sister and flew to North Carolina to marry her boyfriend Chuck. She did marry him and has lived there ever since. Really, it seems odd; my grandparents let her. They thought if they brought her back she would run again so they just let her. Any way, I don't know when but she got divorced a long time ago and later married Gary who is a wonderful uncle. And they are both Christians. I would like to hear more of her stories, actually from her. My dad told me she was a wild child. She is the only McFarland sister he actaully likes. She also cheated on her report card.That was much easier to do back then.
My spelling has been absolutely atrocious so far. I think I caught most of them though.
News:
New semester- Bible, English, Socials, and Math
I love English! Mr. Nickel is a wonderful teacher. Lively discussions, my four best friends(or four of my best friends). We get marks for reading. It rocks! :)
Heh, I included myself as one of my friends(accidentally of course). Wait, does this make me full of myself? Am I secretely egotistical? If so, ........CRAP!
Math will be killer.
Mr. Funk is a good teacher also.

I'm bored with this topic.
I want to go somwhere severely freezing and spit of a high place. it will freeze while in the air and shatter on the gound. Sweet.
The short story The Destructors is , interesting. This child gang goes into this house while the owner is out and take about the whole house and make it fall down. Bad description but is you read it you would appreciate it.
I almost had something to say- but then I forgot.

Oh yah, I decided that as I read a book, I cannot devour it but can only read one chapter a day of it. An can only read three chapters of three different of books. I am struggling with this. I have also discovered that I am spending to much money and that I must stop. I now have less than fifteen dollars in my banking account. I would have more but I bought a book. I bought a book! ugh. I really like the book. I'll read it more than once. I've already read it once. I bought Twilight. Yay. So it's a god and a bad thing.
Also, I have told myself that I would listen to some Metalica and The Ramones so I could have an opinion on them and I haven't. This resolution is quite old. I wonder-If I want to find some electronica at the Library what genre would I look under? There are a couple listed that I don't know what they are ( horrible grammar but who really cares?) ; maybe I should look and see what they are.
I think I'm done. Adios.